I've hit a point in my life where ten days between concerts seems like a long dry spell. And I had five days without an unfinished review nagging at me! It was like I was on vacation, a snowy vacation where I still had to go to work. What am I going to do with myself between now and Winterruption? Write about anything else? Read a book? Develop a hobby? Play one of those video games I keep buying? Unlikely.
So! Hawksley. Haven't seen this dude in MONTHS. But this is a special show. Last year, he did a small Christmas tour where he played his Christmas album, Almost a Full Moon, front-to-back. The closest he came to me was Winnipeg, and I couldn't justify a second trip to a Hawksley show in one year. Also, Winnipeg. Gross. Winnipeg winter. Double gross. So I was quite excited to see that Regina was one of the four stops on this year's holiday tour, along with Saskatoon, Calgary, and Ottawa. Weird itinerary but I'll take it.
Almost a Full Moon came out 16 years ago which seems impossible to me. I can't understand how so many years have passed so quickly. Rather than contemplating death's swift approach, I'll lie to myself and chalk it up to the album's re-releases throwing off my sense of time. A year after the first version of Almost a Full Moon came out, it was re-issued with two "new" songs - Watching the Fires (originally on a tour-only CD) and Silent Night. Then, in 2011, to mark the album's 10th anniversary, Hawksley re-recorded the whole album and called it Full Moon Eleven. I love Hawksley but this is his one album that I just don't understand or enjoy at all. Most of the songs on the original Full Moon are celebratory and joyous. None of the lyrics were changed for Full Moon Eleven, but all of the music was re-recorded and it's slow and dour. It works fine for Merry Christmas (I Love You), though it's not that different from the original version anyway. But for the other songs, it sucks all the fun and life out of them. It's like someone killed Hawksley's dog and made him watch, and then made him re-record the album right after. I'm listening to Full Moon Eleven now, as I do seemingly once every Christmas to see if I like it any better, and nope. It doesn't help that the original is one of my favourite Hawksley albums. The best I can call Eleven is "unnecessary." A few days before this concert, it suddenly struck me that we might get the Full Moon Eleven versions of the songs and I was concerned. Thankfully, I needn't have worried.
They promised doors at 7:30 and show at 8:00, and since it was a Regina Folk Festival show, you know that's likely to be close to correct. We got to the Exchange right at 7:30 and the line was out the door and just about around the corner. We took our place in line and slowly made our way inside. Ahead of us was (I'm guessing) a father and his young son. "Smell that? It smells like popcorn," said the dad. "Smells like popcorn AND Coke," said the kid. This made me so happy. I hope he got his snacks. I hope he found the toque that he lost shortly after entering.
Mark asked me to save seats for him and Arlette, and I succeeded expertly by showing up at least one whole minute before they did. Maybe one and a half! This was a seated show, and we grabbed a row of four about two-thirds back, stage right. We got drinks (iced teas and ginger ale! another hard partying Regina Saturday night) and settled in for the show.
Sheila Coles from the CBC emceed the show for the last time before her upcoming retirement. She was really nice to me that one time she interviewed me on live radio about my stolen marshmallow beanbag and how did that ever happen anyway? Life is weird. Anyway, she's a local fixture and hopefully she has a fun time traveling and whatnot.
There was no opener and Hawksley took the stage right on time. It was just him on guitar and Leith Fleming-Smith on keyboard (and, for two songs, trumpet). I quite enjoy Hawksley's usual pianist, Mr. Lonely, and am skeptical of any change, but Fleming-Smith did a fine job.
The first half of the show was the original Full Moon album, in order. Meaning that we were kicking the show off with Claire Fontaine, one of my favourite Hawksley songs ever. Like a lot of the songs on this "Christmas" album, it's not very Christmassy. Mika describes it as "Christmas-adjacent." It's a love song to a pad of paper (or its namesake, at least) that happens to very briefly mention Christmas. Basically, Hawksley could have ended after the first song and I'd have gotten my money's worth.
This is, of course, a lie. I wanted to hear the whole album. But you understand.
For as much as I love Claire Fontaine, it seemed like 3 Generations was the crowd favourite. I suppose it's the most overtly Christmassy, and sentimental while still being... I dunno, rollicking? That seems like a good word for it. A word Hawksley would appreciate.
I feel like at this show, I saw him do some of the Christmas songs live for the first time, but I'm just not sure. I know I've seen him do Claire Fontaine twice before (I looked it up), and he did four other songs when playing with Stuart McLean's Vinyl Cafe. I know I've seen him play A House (Or Maybe a Boat) before, since this was the first time I've seen him (correctly) sing "a couple of clementines" instead of "a bottle of clementines."
On that note, I will say that I've never seen a musician who flubs more lines than Hawksley. At least once at every show I've seen going back years now. I've also read interviews where he talks about how difficult he finds it to remember lyrics, and he never takes requests during shows for that reason. Tonight, he got lost and had to restart both The First Snow of the Year and You and the Candles. It doesn't bother me; it's just one of those things that happen at live shows and I like unique moments. I can see where some folks might not be so into it, though I think Hawksley is charismatic enough that he can turn it into a positive.
After playing through the album, there was an intermission wherein Hawksley and Leith did very sweaty one-armed pushups while we all took a break. I visited a bit with some folks - talked a bit with Rob (or was at least present while Mark and Arlette did so - I love chairs but they get in the way of mingling), ran into Mary and Chris, waved at Erin. I also checked out the Stuff Table at Mika's insistence - I wasn't going to bother but she's right, I'd have been real sad if they had something exclusive and I missed out. No luck, though. 7 CDs, two records, and Hawksley's kids' book. All stuff I have at home. So instead I got a Diet Pepsi; also something I have at home, but I got all hepped up on consumerism and it was cheap.
Also during intermission, the Exchange played Andy Shauf over the sound system. I mentioned in my recent review of Shauf's show here that Hawksley was a fan. When he came back out, he said it was intimidating to hear Shauf's songs right before having to play. He even mentioned that growing up, his musical idol was Bruce Cockburn, and that he struggled with his early songwriting because, in essence, if a song wasn't going to measure up to Cockburn's, what's the point? And now Shauf's music made him feel the same way. Quite the strong endorsement (and very well-received by the hometown crowd).
For the second half - I'm actually thinking there were only five songs. By my recollection, we had Winter Bird, Watching the Fires, You and the Candles, Autumn's Here, Safe & Sound. Mark, you're one of only two people who read these things. Am I wrong?
I mean, there was a lot more than that, but I'm talking songs here. Hawksley spent a lot of time telling stories, as ever. I think it was in the first half of the evening where he told the story of him and his brother spending time with their grandma as kids - I've heard that one probably 10 times now but it's delightful every time, and there are always new little flourishes. This time, there were more details about Eaton's. And Hawksley's dad's butter knife.
In the second half, though, he told us about writing Watching the Fires and how it was the first song he wrote where he was satisfied with the result and thought that maybe this career in music might be possible after all (and how the song later got shoehorned onto one of the Full Moon re-releases and it didn't feel like it really fit). He said that "not every song can be great, some of them are-" and here he played the theme from The Greatest American Hero and I may have laughed way too loudly upon realizing what it was.
He also talked about HGTV for what had to be a solid 20 minutes. Dude has spent some serious time thinking about House Hunters International. Beautiful people with unloved entranceways and Arborite countertops.
Near the end of the evening, he said that he and Leith needed to go to bed and someone laughed way too loudly at what barely passed as unintentional innuendo. This led to Hawksley saying "yes, sleeping IS funny" and launching into a new song that was about - and one assumes was called - Farty Sleeper, though it was also about Grandpa's riding mower. I don't know if he was making it up on the spot, but he did promise that he'd never record it. We could listen to it as much as we wanted on the "Spotify of your mind." Then he played a second new song - again, I'm guessing on the title here, but let's go with Spotify of Your Mind. It's about the song Farty Sleeper.
Mika made me guess what the encore would be and I wasn't at all confident in my pick of Safe & Sound but I nailed it. This is another of my all-time favourite Hawksley songs and was a great version of it. A few lines in, and Hawksley asked the crowd to sing along. For parts, Hawksley dropped out to let the audience be heard. It was a really nice moment. It's a mellower song so it was almost more like a choir than what you'd hear at a rock concert. Quiet, too. I sang along but you could hear individual voices really clearly so I mostly kept it under my breath. Nobody needs that. There was also a great keyboard solo in the middle of the song, giving Leith his best chance of the evening to show off.
And that was it. Had a great night, as I always do at Hawksley's shows. The crowd helped a lot. Not just the singing; after a few shows that I'll generously call under-attended, this one was sold out and people were into everything. Hawksley seemed appreciative and said he needed to come back more than once every few years. That sounds like the kind of thing he'd say to every crowd at every show but I'm willing to let myself believe the lie.
UPCOMING CONCERTS: • Tom Wilson w/Mariel Buckley and Belle Plaine (January 19) • Mo Kenney w/Lindi Ortega and Megan Nash (January 20) • The Dears (March 17) • “Weird Al” Yankovic w/Emo Philips (June 1)
Haven't heard this particular song (if someone wants to download this for a poor Canadian who is denied the glory of Amazon.com MP3 downloads, that'd be swell), but Emm Gryner is pretty great if you like ladies on pianos.