Learned about CRZ's recaps through those of spiritual successor KJP back in the day, found Slash down the line, and there you have it. Mostly lurk on rasslin forums these days(here, DVDVR, Online Onslaught), don't post much.
it's been so long ( circa 1997ish ), but I was in college and our radio station I was part of had an internet connected computer, I was checking out wrestling sites and somehow found one of CRZ's recaps which lead to me getting on whatever the original board was called at the time, I started out with a different name ( BWD or something like that, can't remember ), dropped off the net for a while then came back with this one.
While not in a hurry, I can deal with my mortality. As a Christian, I know death is just a part of living and there is indeed a better place awaiting. I know that's easier said than done but it's what I believe.